Weigh in...

I've been eating low carb four going on 3 weeks now and I was hoping for some amazing weight loss and it wasn't what I was hoping, not even close... I am down 3.6 pounds BUT instead of getting down like I normally do and go eat everything that I've been trying hard not to, I am continuing and today I am going to do muy first colon cleanse! It is 14 days and I am hoping that it helps me restart my system and I'm going to try even harder on how many carbs I'm eating a day!! 
I will say I am feeling better but I am still struggling with things, I went to my befriends house and I wanted so bad the dessert and the bread but I stayed strong and didn't have either but I couldn't stop thinking of how amazing that bread smelled and how yummy the treats were but I know I HAVE to get healthy for my son. I don't wasn't to not be around for when he needs me, i don't want to be like my childhood where i had a mom but her health was so out of control I never had a mom who was there to play with me or to do fun adventures with, I hardly have any memories of childhood because there were no memories being made and that breaks my heart... I just need to stay focused and keep doing what I'm doing!!

Feeling sassy!!