Stressing

We tried for 9 years to get pregnant before we were blessed with our sweet angel, I am so happy and blessed to have Mason but I would like one more... but what the least few months have shown me that my wish for 2 may not come true... Mason is more then enough but it is hard to think he might be it. I'm 100% grateful four him, I just wanted to enjoy pregnancy one more time and enjoy all the firsts one more time, I just hate how fast mason is growing and soon he'll be in preschool then kindergarten... why does time fly so fast?
The last couple weeks I have been waiting for my period to come and I was hoping to be pregnant but between being sick, stressed and it being my first period since starting low carb out decided to come late... that feeling getting your hopes up and talking yourself into thinking you are only to be disappointed when you wake up and feel the start of your dreaded aunt Flo visiting... but during all of this I asked Chucky if he would be okay if we just had Mason and he said he'd be more then okay, he is a blessing we waited 9 years for, I wish I could remember that, I just wanted one more... as of now we're putting it on hold until May/ June to take a breather and spend some family time enjoying each other's company!
My weightloss journey will be going on a whole month tomorrow, I haven't really lost weight down about 5 pounds but my blood sugars are down and that's a bonus and tonight I planked for 2 min, I'm pretty proud of that!!

                                      Finally feeling better and wearing makeup