... UGH.... one of those days...

So today started out good I found a new scale and I went to my sisters house and played w/ my nephew and Bella and watched my friend Kam get belly shots... then I came home and I found out my sister is pregnant.... again... It is just so hard she already has two kids that are a handful and she is pregnant again and yet I am still not. It just suck I have nothing I have no career, I don't own a house, I cant have kids, I cant afford to adopt... I just hate living life sometimes and right now is one of them... I am so numb...